Written: April 23, 2008 @ 11:20pm
Free versing, just letting it all out,
I'm not sure what will come out of this.
It could possibly be the frustration I feel that
makes me want to shout,
or perhaps how some days I feel perfect, all bliss.
I'm not a sucker for together as one happiness,
but sometimes I think it's something worth having.
I don't know if I need someone to heal all this,
and I'm not sure if that thought will be a heart's stabbing.
See I'm in this position where I'm straddling
the good as well as the bad,
and it's all so confusing yet so satisfying.
I'm glad of what I went through and what I've had,
but I'm angry that from all of it I've made done my share of crying.
It's like I'm grasping life as it goes,
and I'm screaming que sera sera for a healing.
But I'm afraid that loneliness slowly shows,
and I'm closing my eyes in prayer, wishing.
What does it take for the perfect balance from each side,
and where smiles and frowns are equally being used.
Is the answer another soul for mines to confide,
or another reason to say my heart is renewed.
I'm not sure what will come out of this.
It could possibly be the frustration I feel that
makes me want to shout,
or perhaps how some days I feel perfect, all bliss.
I'm not a sucker for together as one happiness,
but sometimes I think it's something worth having.
I don't know if I need someone to heal all this,
and I'm not sure if that thought will be a heart's stabbing.
See I'm in this position where I'm straddling
the good as well as the bad,
and it's all so confusing yet so satisfying.
I'm glad of what I went through and what I've had,
but I'm angry that from all of it I've made done my share of crying.
It's like I'm grasping life as it goes,
and I'm screaming que sera sera for a healing.
But I'm afraid that loneliness slowly shows,
and I'm closing my eyes in prayer, wishing.
What does it take for the perfect balance from each side,
and where smiles and frowns are equally being used.
Is the answer another soul for mines to confide,
or another reason to say my heart is renewed.
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Hmmm, haha I guess. Interesting where my mind is. Like I said, I love writing poetry because when I need to find myself, I can write and then realize exactly what I'm thinking in the back of my head and therefore work on whatever it is from there... My PERFECT remedy to sort out all the thinking, instead of pondering on it... Poetry let's you get things out that you didn't know you were even thinking, and it most definitely replenishes you.... Well, I can say that for me =]. Everyone has their own little remedies to get things off their mind... =] Okay, well til next time... Goodnight moon.
xoxo,
Kristine
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