A Riddle For You To Solve.

Written: January 26, 2009 @ 11:55pm

for a moment there, baby, you had me believe you.
was it your fancy words, fancy suit, fancy you?
better yet, was it the sweet hello, or the moment you said let's go?
no, it wasn't your tempo of slow or the easy words you flow.
it was more bull with the shit, and cupid with the wrong hit.

hold on, wait a second, did you say you were forever?
you had the "never say never", and the "let me tell her what's clever."
oops, what happened there, did you think i'd fall?
get on my knees and gravel, and bend down to you and crawl?
the joke was on who? i'm thinking, believing, that it's on you.

i'm sorry, excuse me, did you think i couldn't play too?
had the poker face, super duper easy grace, i beat you this race.
did it hurt much, is your heart a fuss, don't say i am unjust.
hows your ego and your light of always green and go?
you can scream it out if you'd like, but please move it on out.

tell me baby, how does it feel to taste your own?

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Hi! I haven't wrote a poem in a while so i thought i should now, before school knocks me off the realm of the world and i get too busy. hahahah. but anyway, AGAIN i am surprised to see what the hell my complex mind is thinking. i swear, i never know what i'm feeling or thinking until i write a poem and then reread that shit. ahahhahaha. ccccrazy. (note: i think usually my poems are exaggerated) hahaha so don't be taken aback by anything. i mean the core of it all is there, but you know poetry is poetry, you gotta make the emotions leap off the page. hahah. okay so there's a poem for you! lols. this right here, is a "rant". yes in poetry, there is a such thing. lols.

p.s. i started up on tumblr so you can find me on there as well! it's more of a blog than anything. i post random shit on there. really (: hahaha. okay, i'm gonna try to get some sleep now. so ta ta!

xoxo,

Kristine

Sleeping.

Written: January 3, 2008 @ 2:50am

like sleep, i can't see clearly or think coherently.
i got a honey-glazed layer over my eyes.
my head is spinning and my limbs are limber.
i've got feathers for thoughts.
my breathing is slowed and labored.
i'm as calm but deep as the ocean.
my head feels so light and far-gone.
i am floating on clouds of carelessness.
i'm seeing flashes of black and white.
i've been trapped into a thoughts coma.

like sleep, i am only living through my eyes closed.
i got dreams plastered onto my brain.
the thorns and rose petals fall endlessly.
i've touched the halo and the pitchfork.
my angel and devil are mocking.
i got the sun's rays behind the darkness.
my reasons for believing are shadowed by the doubt.
i'm looking at me from a far in a daze.
my mind can't make sense of anything.
i've been trapped into a coffin of my sleepless thoughts.

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i dont know how i typed that poem up. hahaha. i'm hella sleepy but i can't sleep. i thought if i'd write a poem about not sleeping then i'd be able to fall asleep. hahah. wow, my mind is so far off from sleeping isn't it? hahahaha. anyway, i re-read it and it hardly makes sense. but hey thats the beauty of poetry isn't it... bullshit becomes beautiful. loll NIGHT!

xoxo,
Kristine

Epiphany.

Hello 2009.

Self realizations: i have it good.

Ups: i stayed doin me and i'm better than ever.

Downs: i been through one too many revolving doors and merry-go rounds; i want to just stand still.

Resolutions: eyes on the prize, SF here i come baby.

Setbacks?: nothing, my past is my past.

Beliefs?: patience is a virtue, all of it will be worth the wait.

SUP 2009!!

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xoxo,
Kristine