Sappy, oh please.

Written: March 27, 2008 @ 12:01am

Oh, please.
How I long for an everyday sunshine,
the rays strectching farther and farther with life.
It's been days on end with the rain,
and Im asking for an umbrella to shelter me.
What does it take for a streak of happy days,
and a constant smile for no reason at all.
I feen for a melody that plays quite simple,
yet it still is intricate in every word's detail.
Never have I rushed with the wind,
more mellow with a coat wrapped around me.
With closed eyes I begin to picture,
a million and one together except me.
Questions become true statements and,
truth becomes something i dont want anymore.
I begin to see a different light,
and it's shine begins to dull from the clouds.
Time becomes a bestfriend more and more,
yet for some reason i want to dismiss the friendship.
Moments pass by and I overlook it,
and overlooking it becomes more of a routine.

Oh please.
When will the moonlight dance off my eyes,
and when will the darkness become my light?
Is there a moment that's a moment too close,
and is it a reason for me to hold on to?
Should a weary and thin line become strong,
for it won't be broken by vulnerability?
Patience is wearing thin every second,
and my seconds turn into days on end.
Good I've been so repeatedly,
but with honesty I'm done with good.
Yearning for the perfect isn't idealed,
but seeing imperfect to become perfect is strived for.
Done with seeing the virtue in patience,
and believing that impatience is what triggers all this.
Never naive to accept just the regular,
but looking way down deep for the exquisite.
I remember to not settle for whatever and just wait,
Because someday, somewhere, all that's left is fate.

Oh please, love.

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Can you tell why the title of this blog is called "Sappy"? Hahaha mmm. I think TOM is coming because i'm hella emo and craving everything! hahhahahahaha. Oh and the picture up there i thought was pretty sick. it is kinda relevant to this poem, but not that drastic though ahha. Digggg.

xoxo,

Kristine